Sunday, July 14, 2013

Everybody Dies But Not Everybody Lives- Explained

Everybody dies but not everybody lives:

This is a phrase I often use and has become a normal expression for me that I have never really explained to people I have said it too. Some people understand it but it goes over most people's head- Yes, not everybody cares about what it means: Nor do I want to make them care, we all live our own ways, this phrase makes things clearer for me and so I use it.

Life, plants have life but are they really living? To live one must experience things and learn from them. Living can perhaps be described as fulfilling a purpose on this planet- personally I don't know what mine is and nor do I think I will find it, as an old Chinese friend used to say to insult me:

So high knowledge! You never understand- No point!

Yes, this was a joke on his part in his limited knowledge of English language but I have come to like it and strive to prove him wrong.

Going through a series of events predetermined by society is not living in my books. I can make a computer do the same things:

I just completed my degree and feel like I haven't learnt much from it. I may know a little more academically but I simply have a better ability to regurgitate information developed by others. Great. One benefit however is that I learnt just how little I do know and will ever know. Perhaps writing will enable me to give a little bit of my life experience to others and contribute to the world that way- no matter how useless my experiences may be!

This for me is not living- nor do I know what truly is, however, I do know that it is something I want to find out. Perhaps doing this trip will help me find this.

"Life is like a book, each place is only a page in the book- without travel one cannot read the rest"- Helen Keller (Very poorly quoted, Can't remember where I actually saw that quote)


 




Saturday, July 13, 2013

Everybody Dies But Not Everybody Lives

The title of this is a contradiction of what it's really all about:

 1. I do not believe that I will ever find fulfillment in life: I wont comment on the rest of humanity- such things are on the previous blog and will stay there- I find that I am imperfect and always want to experience new things- the more I learn about the world and myself the more I realise that I do not actually know much and want to learn more.

 2. There is a plan, although it is very vague- Get a motorcycle and travel to South Africa overland.

 3. See more of the world and broaden my horizons. I thought that settling down in one place would have stabilised my life both mentally and emotionally. The emotional part has been repaired but the mental part is far from it.

Once again I feel like I am deteriorating as a person- perhaps stagnating is a better word- people skills have deteriorated, English language skills have gone to a far away place, which is ironic since I'm living in the UK at the moment.

One of the reasons I have not done anything for so long is my job- I love it, but due to circumstances changing at work, when the impending day arrives, rather than moving work locations; it's the perfect time to take a break from the standard life!

Itchy feet are getting unbearably so- time to scratch them!